this few days i cant slp at nite and i m feeling damn emo oso,dunno why oso!cook ginseng soup ytd and meimei cook other stuff from dinner(: so lonq dun hab like cook at home and sit down together and eat,got family de feelinq(: anyway,heard something happen to TLHP!hope he will feel better soon((: meimei text me abt meeting her 3pm@ JP,thinking whether should i really go not!i got no face to face him): going to pasta mania & newyorknewyork on monday for interview if not gonna quarrel with baby again and again cause of $$ and i got no job.hais~

is like only 11days to my birthday le,use to be damn excited to it but now i m not le.thinking tat all my birthday wish will no come true.maybe rotting at home will make me think alot of stuff and go emo.sometime something somehow i should really be very firm with my thinking and my answer.lately quarreling with baby,had ignore him quite a number of time): hais,dunno why we will become like tat.think tat money still the most important to him ba,i m jus nothing and nobody.

tata peeps,i going disappear le cause something happen to me and i m so freaking stupid.