finally back to my own hse le but seriously i m not happy at all,seriously not happy at all.tender my resignation letter ytd den today suppose to go work and serve last day of work but i not going cause i really got no mood in doing anything.just simply misses him so much.

first nite that going to slp without him,feeling damn uncomfortable and uneasy.use to havinq such a warm body hugging me slp,use to hab someone that will disturb me and wont let me slp.izzit going to be gone just because of small issue ma?tears keep on flowinq,flowinq and flowinq.my love to euu is so deep,deep till i cant see myself anymore.all i can only do is to hug my baby,and pray to jesus that he will come back to me by tml.i really hate the feeling of cryinq when i noe i cry he will get irritated.but i just hope we can really spent own life together without all this quarrel anymore.rememberinq that euu ask me whether am i serious abt marryinq euu.i often say to myself,i will wait for euu no matter what.i didnt look down on euu,i noe ur love to me can overcome everythinq de,i noe euu will withstand everythinq with me de.

baby,euu r my everythinq,my only sunshine,my last and only baby.i will wait for ur call and go to caiyun party with me de.i noe euu love me and will do whatever euu had promises me.i love you till eternity this is my promises to euu and i will love euu wholeheartly.euu are my everythinq.baby, i lookinq forward to our 8th month anniversary which will be reaching in 5days time, what kind of surprise euu will give me?baby,let;s work hard for our future hao ma?remember i say before i really need ur support and euu say before euu will be there for me whenever i want euu to((: