been m00dyy & em00 f0r the past 2dayys le.i have n0t been myself.am i reallyy thinkinq t00 much?

t0dayy is the last 4dayys i will be w0rkinq in HP bahs,cause tuesdayy is my last dayy le.been thinkinq abt it.when i leave,will the F4 miss me 0r theyy wanted me t0 leave since l0nq time aq0?alriqht,kenneth & y0nqjun have been quite c0ld t0 me this 2days alth0uqh y0nqjun still walk 0ver and talk t0 me.whatever i am feelinq, i can 0nlyy tell yanqp0 can say as the 0ne that i m cl0se t0 in HP n0w? fushenq is away f0r c0urse s0 by the time he is back w0nt see me ar0und le bahs. but i kn0w lurrhs,in HP n0b0dyy will miss me when i leave.

meet-ed up with GIRLFRIEND & DARLING yesterdayy at viv0 with bi,walk walk and slack ar0und den me & bi eat kfc qf sayy she q0t t0 q0 h0me le.GIRLFRIEND,i'm reallyy happyy t0 saw the msq euu send me ytd.i reallyy l0ve euu t0n cause euu always will lend me y0urs ear like yesterddayy.

went h0me and help bi t0 dye hair but the c0l0ur dun seem t0 qet in,s0 headed t0 shenq si0nq t0 qet an0ther hair dye, maqqi mee & qreen tea.dunn0 y my 1 can 0f redbull & b0ttle 0f qreen tea will qet missinq l0r.pinq, cia & bi did n0t drink it, wh0 the fcuk else will drink my water.i suspect is the VIXEN arh.

havinq t00 much th0uqhs 0n my mind n0w,bi just called and sayy em0 cant s0lve everythinq.but d0es he kn0w what i reallyy want ma?i wanted t0 trust euu too but i am reallyy scare la.please put y0urself in my sh0e and think lurrhs.d0 euu reallyy tink want t0 0verc0me it q0rt s0 easyy when euu r n0t the pers0n that ti0 hurt.n0b0dyy will kn0ws what i m thinkinq, n0b0dyy will understand me t00.just let thinq stayy like this bahs.

thinkinq if i have a time machine, when w0uld i wan t0 turn back t0.turn back t0 that i had never ever kn0w ahBEE bef0re 0r what?hais.if i had a chance,i w0uld rather i l0st all my mem0ries.all this is just IF, can it reallyy happen ma?q0d,please brinq q0~!!!

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